History

History

7-29-06

Images flashing in my head

The painful memories that have no end

Not a day goes by without the momories flooding my mind.

All the wispers in my ear,

All the touching,

The force of someone much older

Tears rolling down my face

How I hurt so.

His face then embeded in my head.

Years have gone.

I can still see his face.

Life's lived on.

Happy now, it's been so long

Hurt still there

Pain like no other

I live.

With strength,

God,

And friends,

I live.

By: Jenessa Fisk

With Silent Tears, I Think

With Silent Tears, I Think

7-29-06

Silent tears streaming down my face

my mind in outer space.

Thinking of what was said,

The possibilities.

The answers I don't know how to find.

The reassurrance I know I need,

Asking this from others seems all too much for me.

Twiddling my pen through my fingers all I can think about are many bad memories that don't disinegrate t0 dust but lock themselves up in the back of my mind as if in a hiding place ready to pop out at me.

Not making sense of the conversations had but pondering them in my thoughts.

Future, past, present.....all of them in each conversation.

I know in the end I won't remember the bad memories but the silly stories,

The funny references,

The great laughs,

And the greatness of our friendship.

By: Jenessa Fisk